you smell like an ostrich

i locked myself up in the room,
put mayday's cd on in the cd player,
turn the volume up till it got so loud,
and i turned all the lights off,
cuddled myself in the new bedsheets and started crying so hard i couldnt breathe, the tears fled my eyes until i couldnt see the glow in the dark stickers.
the music was so loud i couldnt hear myself crying.

...
and i felt so much better.