oh my gawd. confused emotions part2.

WHO THE HECK YOU ARE to make me feel what am i feeling now.
tell me, who are you?! why am i feeling all these?!
do me a favour and friggin stop it.
i am so sorry for all the immature stuff i did to you int the past 2 years, but is this the way you chose to get even?! playing with a person's feeling's and emotions is definitely not funny.
no one denied you're an attractive person.
you dont needa show off what you got either.
freaks me off.

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you. Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate. But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)

You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments. You know how to steal the spotlight... And how to act out to get your way. People around you know that you're good for a laugh. But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone. Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

You Are An Attention Seeker

You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are!

Are You An Attention Whore?

i dont wanna.

confused emotions. whats wrong with me.



im gonna apologize tmr, dunno what for, just feel like i have to.
hes gotta feel sorry to, for all the kesulitan he caused. hah.





ps. hairless skin. finally had the time and the patience.

pictures tell a better story.

we won! was supposed to stay for another night, but dunno what the heckk happened we travelled back right after the competition. i am so loving our 2007 team! hah

taking off.

candid.

a supposingly 4 people shot.
i tell you, this year's team..... everyone is a camwhore. serious camwhores.
those when you dont want them in the picture oso they will scram in wan.. very scary.

the place we're staying in raub. very spooooooooky.

the remake of mastervoon's OFFICIAL CUTER SIDE OF HUISEN.
=.=
this is from the meal in the hostel we are supposed to be living at.

super freaking pretty. i mean lisa.
heh. not me.

we're leaving. goodbye spoooky air-cond on the floor hotel.

ZE COMPETITION PLACE.

this was supposed to be a picture of me, huisen and xiatoong.
then shikmei suddenly popped outa no where and xiatoong was cropped because she was too captivated in her messages..

we won we won. hah.
weihan says "we going to nationals? again?"
hahahahahahahah damn lansi. wanna slap him but i scared kena murdered by his peminat.

keju kalengga pian. memang delicious rite?!

its a custom for us to have kfc during state levels.

im hating the flash.

everyone wants a picture with weihan.

and here it is.. weihan still the tallest.

soda green craze.

we're going to raub tmr! choir states.. hah. my duayi's place!

ganjiong! heh. i am now officially loving this song:

digi celebriteen 2007

aiyah no good news lah. haha but it doesnt matter, cz xiatoong and me met our future husbands. hahaha im actually married to nicky lee... and having affairs with vanness wu and gary chaw. nicky won best male singer last week at the gma's, im so proud of him, but if nicky's new album dont come out soon i'll divorce him lah. *swt, swt* hahahahahahahhahaa.......... xD

prelude. saiful and safuan.. got third. hah. screamed like shit, but still ended up getting thrid. aish....

actions. fuyoh. very banyak expressions... hahaa

shikmei. hahahaha she was so freaking made up.
i saw a very kua cheong drag queen waving to me...
and i thought...
WHO THE HELL IS THAT.
oh, shikmei.

she sang Siti's .... wads bukan cinta biasa song..
hahaha, i remember malaysian idol some malay chick sang during the finals.. hahah
the girl with a journal.

she was called on stage for some games. hahaahhaa.
so freaking funny.

caroline the budak st john doing HER THING.
oh yeah, she won. =D

asyraf. xiatoong's cutesiepie. bwaahahaaa..
hes in form 1 lah, so talented.
hes kayelle's 2nd i think. damn cute.

cutesiepie's ass.

AWWWWWW.
hahahahaha, being single aint that bad afterall eyh, toong?

sixth sense.
some new band lah. they say the album is coming out next month worh.
kinda nice lah their songs.
jazz and indie music.

MY FUTURE HUSBAND.
the vocalist. i dunno wads his name lah.
but nevermind. i'll ask him when me make babies together.
xDDDDDD
grossed out.

i wanted a picture with him lah. but my camera went outa battery.
i did get to meet him at the main entrance when we were waiting fot transports.
ha ha ha.
=.=
sorry lah, this post very e xin.

gaaahhhh... its 30 minutes more till celebriteen! and im still here at home... waiting for the camera to recharge... bah. i will be back with good news. i hope...................

send her to hell.

i don wanna do the survey thing lah eway. so boring. everythings bodo.


lee ping rocks! whoa! oh yeah!


now everyone thinks im in love with him. wahahahahah. wadeva, nothing really matters that much now other than pmr, and my weight.. =.=

choir states next tuesday! we're just about to practice tmr... ahahhahaa. such geniuses put the damn comp rite after upper form exams. blooddy asses.

celebriteen state finals this sunday! (not like im taking part)
shik mei, saiful and safuan are in! so go support them! bloody asses, always put celebriteen just before choir states. luckily i have my super strong voicebox. can sing and shout real loud. wanna battle? bwahahahahahahaha. i really can scream, DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE MY VOLUME. i'll be real mad and'll scream right into ur ear. bwahahahahahahahaahhaah.

the uk brother is coming back................................ and i'll have to share the connection. nnnnooooo~~~~ hm.



we're noe officially going to school to waste time. hockkha says we're back in school for holidays. and its kinda true. teachers now hate our class so much they dont even bother to show up anymore.


aziyan blew up again. BULLSHITTY TEACHER. I HATE HER.

she asked me to keep my kh papers, and when i was KEEPING (i-n-g, in process) she bloody snatch my paper. luckily i was fast and furious enough to keep her from scrunching up my folio papers. but she did succeed in scrunching up xiatoong's... hahaahaha. oops.

i swear that was the lesson of the year.

first she came in and started cursing us for being bratty students.
then she snatches me and xiatoong's paper.
then she made mahao stand at the back for talking.
she tried to treathen us and asked :"who wants to join" tamang being a nasty lil brat himself, said he wanted. ahahhaha. and aziyan made him stand in another corner.
and then she throws the duster right onto thon hern's chest, which i think by mistake but she is too arrogant to admit it). thonhern wasnt even producing a single sound. hahahaha.

then 2 malay boys stood up and started fighting. right in front of the whole class. (bwhaahhaa, i love my classmates) ... and aziyan just told em to sit down. thon hern was so freaking mad he asked the teacher if he started punching someone wud he get to sit down. SO DAMN RACIST omg!

wanna know why they started blowing up each other's asses?
hah. malay boy A was clicking on his pen continuously, which is somehow irritating malay boy B. B asks A to stop, but A refuses. A tells B to come hit him to make him stop, and B did. hahahah.


AZIYAN DIDNT EVEN CARED!

i dont mind malay teachers being racist, but so obvious?!

being born in malaysia as a chinese, we have to accept the fact that we have to work hard to every lil thing we desire, because we dont have the special rights malays have, and dunno since when malays start to dislike us so much. which my mum says racism does not happen during her school days.

nothing to blog.

evan yo for best newcoming!

must watch gma tmr okay people! channel 19, bananas come to my house to watch i translate for u! xD nah, jk.





im kinda getting used to having the big house all to my own. its so quiet, im loving it.

one adolescent emotional moodswing crying having tears wanna sream stressed out post.

i am now VERY SENSITIVE.


why cant she just accept me for who i am?
i know havent been doing anything that makes her proud thruout these 15 years,
but i am really trying.
dont do this to me.
i wanna be smart, i wanna be perfect, i wanna be a daughter u wud wanna boast about with your friends.




T.T

blog and roll, baby.

chong e way is so not a gentleman.





hm. no matter what i oso counted... his senior in bloggin?! haahhahaha, xDDDDDDD
(he will be mad, hes not even my blogder!)


i linked... because i wanna express my utmost respect for him as my gallant and inspiring st john cadet leader.. (wahhhh..)

eventhough YOUUUUU is (?! you is ?!) not one of my fellow blogders..

and he didnt want to link back!

*sounds of shattering glass*

chong e way.....................


im so disappointed in you.... (sigh)



but yet...



I STILL LINKED YOU.








one pointless post lah. he linked me for about 3o seconds and then took off the link.

wah! i double-posted today! soooo unsual! i guess my passion and devotion for this place is not wearing off afterall.. lol. hey, 1 one year and 4 months isnt a short period okay. 170 posts is not a small amount okay. (though some are little 3 words ones....still counted)

sexy agogo.

wuah. going out with rich people really can save alot. (of money) ahaha, i saved almost 10 bucks lah today. watched two movies berturut-turut. OMG. shrek was so super utterly extremely DISAPPOINTING. T.T


omg omg omg omg omg. it only lasted for 1.30 hours! omg omg omg.

there was one guy... (cinema too dark cant see his face) who laughed soo hard it was getting on my nerves when its not even laughing material! OMG. i mean it was funny lah, but not LAUGHING-OUT-LOUD material. i dunno lah, i really take comedies very seriously.


and oh yeah, any of you guys who told me Pirates 3 was boring, slow and draggy...

WHAT THE HECCCK.
i L.O.V.E.D the movie. not only because of jack sparrow (jack sparrow, not johnny depp) and orlando bloom, it was sooo good!

i was reading some review online that day about the movie... that guy said he fell asleep during the movie! OMG. how could he. liar liar pants on fire. my eyes were soo big staring at the screen it started tearing because i forgot to blink.

Pirates of The Caribbean 3. rocked.
i know its kinda late for me watch. most of you wud say.. or think "so late ny watch arh, i last week oso watched dy lorh.. still wanna boasting around in her blog.."

it ROCKED. who the hell said it was slow and draggy and boring?!

GRRRRRRRR.


oh yeah, have you guys been browsing on friendster lately..
have you guys noticed this particular girl from MY school that comments on everyone's profile (mostly popular people).

im not trying to spam her lah. (maybe i am..)

hm. i wonder whats her intentions.. to get herself noticed and somehow make herself popular online. OMG. typical small girl thoughts..

i dont like her.. i do not like her. o


please note: the title has nothing to do with the contents of this post. just something that came across my mind.

lalalaaaaaaaaa. my so called glamourous come-back post.

i have been missing so much lately. hoho. takder blogging mood. everyday watch teevee ny. i actually on-ed the computer, edited a few pictures and wanted to blog, but after i edit i lazy again. im still in the lazing around mood. edmund and weihan is downstairs watching... Discovery ?! hahaha, weird people. and im here upstairs, in front of the comp, kinda forcing my fingertips to type some words, so my blog wont die off that silently. i got 5 webhits today, the lowest in the history of sunriise.blogspot.com.. and gosh, its time to update la.

here comes the bride.

"nah, take her..."
thats not the bride's father though, hes a relative.
the father is so old and stubborn, he doesnt wanna walk his own daughter down the aile,
claiming hes not christian..
hoho, typical old chinese man laaa.

yay! hahahaha that groom is my cousin.

yummy. they made him kiss her and freeze for 60 seconds.
the bride doesnt look satisfied though... HAHAHA.

the guy in purple is my uncle and the woman in black is my aunt.
they are some cha-cha hot couple.

colin lee! my favourite nephew.. he has his ma and his aunt to fan for him as he watches the shows... damn chun. i wanna be a kid again.

colin lee! sorry lah, cannot tahan keep typing his name.
so cuuute. i love him lah.

colin leee!!! he says he has a girlfriend called REANNE WONG.
ahhahahahaaaaaaa.
and an ex called SELENA.

colin lee! hugggg.
i swear hes gonna grow up into some HAWT guy.
hotter than WU CHUN,
hotter than JERRY YAN.
ahahahaha, but maybe not hotter than vanness wu <3.

ian lee!!! colin's baby brother.
hes cute, but he still cant talk.
so colin's still way cuter.

dragon fruit flower blossoms in my backyard.
please note: these are pictures very long time ago..
i wanted to blog about them.. butt...
you know lah.. xD

i still had my long hair.

marrying em!
you tak blajar science meh..
cross polination la. better offsrpings. lol.

oh yeah. remember that few nights, when there was thunder and lightning..
and was oh so scary..
my big tv broke down... some spark just appeared and the tv cannot on dyyyy...
T.T

the little tv my brother used to play PS2 with is now replacing the big tv's place.
taking on the responsibility to provide ME better entertainment during these 2 weeks of boring, monotonous
HOLIDAYS.
little blackie lah kononya.