heck i have been cut off from the internet for so long i feel like a freaking caveman. my life is like a pile of ostrich dung lately. so much disappointment. my dog has been hospiltalized. freaked me out kao2, it happened with a little wound on his side of his mouth, and then asshole flies came and have their insect sex and freaking laid eggs on bobby's wound and the eggs hatched and the little lalats started eating bobby's flesh. you imagine hundreds of baby lalats eating the side of your mouth, until the whole side of your cheek gonecase, so much pain. gosh what did bobby do, why does he have to go through all of this agony. this world is so unfair.
i am form 4 this year, the year we are given chances to make the school magazine. i was chosen editor-in chief. omg this is like a dream come true. then suddenly the school stopped making students pay for the magazines, cos they freaking raise the school fees, because the school is in debt from last year's golden jubilee celebration.
MY YEAR to freaking publish a great memorable school magazine they suddenly say they are not gonna sell the magazines, and its just for documentation and for the school's records and students dont get to read them, and
WE THE EDITORIAL BOARD ARE JUST GONNA WORK OUR ASS OFF FOR A EFFING LAME MAGAZINE WHICH WILL NOT BE READ! heck. i am disappointed. all of these months, we've been talking about the theme, the cover, the layouts, the contents, the articles,
AND NOW THEY WANNA FREAKING CUT OFF THE SCHOOL TRADITION OF HAVING AN INTERESTING SCHOOL MAG! i am pretty sad for the form 5s and the upper sixers, they are gonna leave school without something to hold on to..
if you guys want citarasa sabs's school magazine to continue being published, please pay rm12 to your class teachers! if they refuse to accept the money (most probably its because they're lazy, i lost faith in our school teachers) make them accept it! IF WE GET THE CHANCE TO DO IT, we ensure you a very good mag.
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its very freaking sad to know that your best friend dont trust you and is actually thinking for weeks whether to tell you her secret. when a whole lotsa people already know about it, being a 'best friend' still doesnt know anything about it. im not gonna nag, maybe im not trust worthy enough for her to share the freaking secret with me. i was kinda disappointed. but im not gonna complain cos its just gonna make me look childish.
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my piano teacher freaking lied to me about the exam date.
i was practising my ass off and i almost cried in front of my piano cos i was freaking afraid to fail again, disppointing my parents who have paid so much for my exam fees and my piano lessons. but my teacher freaking lied about the exam date being a month earlier, i burst into tears. I REALLY DO HATE LIARS. heck do you know how much misery the freaking hoax caused me? i rolled around in bed every night cos i was scared that i would fail. i hate liars. im never gonna lie again. (.. yeah i'll think about that)
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prom night is tonight.
very sorry to safuan and pao!
sorry sooryyy sorry sorry i cudnt make it. i hope you guys aren't mad at me or something.
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congratulations to mgs for winning states!
have fun in naitonals okay!
my life is like shit.