londonn day 2.
cramming in at my brother's place with 3 of his housemates and 6 of us. heeheeeee.

london is dirty, wet and gloomyyy. not happyy,, i dont like london. but we're going for a musical and that makes me happy. phantom of the opera london cast lol. happyyyy.


ermmmmmmm.
happy oxyy chinese new year everyone!

LONDON !

byee! 

i'll keep it for you guys until you want it back alright.


its not my story to tell. but im very absorbed. both the people are the people i love. and its heartbreaking to see all of this happen. hope everything will get better la.

me and my happy face mask.

(i still love zandi although she disappoints me everythime i check whether she put up new videos anot, lol)


confessions of a broken heart : "i am crying, a part of me is dying".




i have weird phobias too.
..



i've got no immunity or whatsoever, so it hurts and it stings and ..


good thing i've got a happy face mask. =D

very last reexam ever ib my life! HAPPPPYYYYYYYY.

"Keep a lid on your emotions today. If you have a strong emotional reaction at the wrong time or in front of the wrong people, you could create some drama and hurt your reputation. Today requires you to have a calm, objective demeanor -- free of drama and free of any strong emotion."


look what my horoscope readings says, OMFG, i screwed up big timeeee.


okay cut it,
on top of that.. TODAY IS THE DAYY I AM FINALLY FREE FROM ST JOHN REEXAMS FOREVERRRRRR. bahahahahahha. DAMN HAPPY WTF. we ahve beent aking re.exams for 4 years, and we still get nervous over cpr blar blar.YEAAAY no more reexams i am sooo thrilled! yay yay yay yay yay!

 

waiting for cpr!

lol doctor practically just loved us so much he didn't examine us on choking and passed all of us lol. and i think its because lol, samantha was being a really nice kid with that angelic look on her face and said she wanted to become a doctor when she grows up. HHAHAHHAHA.

 

retarded uniforms.

have been wearing it for 4 whole years and i still think they look weird. 

seriously, whats with the cap?! why only malaysian st johnners have got that weird looking cap?!

 

wahahha wtf. 

cibai face. 

with retarded music person beside.

 

failed camwhore shot. 

but i like the sun of early mornings =)

 

happy face happy face happy face!

I LOVE YOU ALLL.

thanksssss! biggie sloppy squeeky fat kiss to all of my superlolfriends!!!! THANKS FOR WHAT YOU GUYS CAME UP WITH FOR MY BIRTHDAY!! REALLY APPRECIATE IT! though the ultimate surprise didn't turn up, LOL, i am still very effing grateful! i mean like, who gets to celebrate her birthday in the school hall! hahaha damn epic lorh. okay, though you guys bought the exact same cake for me and mr.thye (he retired the day they celebrated for me lol), you guys still managed to TRYYY to hide the fact from me by decorating the cake with chunky m&ms and kitkat bars, (of course, haha, fail!) I STILL ENJOYED THE CAKE ALOT! cut the suspense lah guys, you know i dont really care about what kinda surpirse you guys were planning and seriously NOT AFRAID that you guys would actually push my face into that lovely mocha cake you guys had to pay for, (nahh, i soo believe with all my heart you guys would do it and then laugh your asses off while i weep with fresh cream all over me, and yes i was effing scared, lol! oops i said it =.=) THANK YOUU!!!!!!!

thanks to suewen suetchui and zihui for the card and the huhu cat! (yeaaay they bouhgt me a huhu cat, yes yes the one rainie has in miss no good!, i'll put up pictures later)

thanks to my interact board of directors for the card! (keeeeeegaaaaannnnn laaauuuuuuuuuuuu, thanks for wasting so much of ink writing my name haha)

thanks to everyone who wished me! cant really remember who actually wished me, but im pretty sure i said thanks to every one of you! and also to the people who msg-ed middle of the night, yawn. when i woke up there was 22 unread msgs =.= lol. did you guys just happened to be awake or did you guys stayed up just to wish me..?)

thank you to weijin for the all chocolatey stuff! (lol seriouslyyyyyyyyy!? i am not very much of a chocolate person, you got me wrong with xiatoong izzit, shes the one all over m&ms, not meeeee. =.= i am a super ring person laaaa, siggghh, but still thankss!)

=D


I LOVE YOU ALLL!!!!!!!!!!




chonny rockssssss. take an epic shit everyone!

not celebrating lah. school lah. cb no birthday mood at all.


=.=
remember to bring cokour pencils to miss ong's tuition okay guys! lol.

what shit. v.2

i today feel like blogging. (hahah cinapek english is the trend okay)

the more things appear to be unchanged throughout the 2 months i hvaent been in school, the clearer it occured to me that things changed so much but in such a perceptible way you have to cover your ears and clear your mind then you'll find out. there was once, i walked alone, from biology lab back to class, i was alone, when i crossed dewan's archway, i looked up. there it was, that place, where he always stood indignantly, as if a king, looking down on earth and the little people walking past, semi conscious at that moment, i was actually trying my luck whether you are standing there in the sunlight, overlooking the little people below like you always did. but then it strucked me, FUCK, that classroom is freaking my class now, and you are nowhere near school. 2008 had been nothing but cruel and mean to me, i have never doubted myself so often, so many times ever in my life than in that year itself, my 2008 is made up of salty tears of failure, heart breaks, emotional attacks, 2008 was the worst year of my sec school life. i've wanted, longed for 2008 to end, and for 2009 to just come and thought so innocently that by ending a bad year a good year will follow. but when it finally did end, things just got worse to worst. first week in school, have already felt the insecurity and the pressure of being asked to "trying again", we have never had to "try again". it just sounded wrong to me. blinded by my own pride and arrogance and always so overconfident whatever you bitches can say about me, say it. and now, here we are, being pressured to 'try again' blar blar blar failure is the mother of success blar blar blar. cb, im feeling super insecure and frightened. 2009, we're starting out naked, with nothing but hope.  and i fucking missssssssss him aaaargh. miracles are created, not godsent.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
hormones, funny thingss.


thoughen up jingjie wong! =D

halo. hailong, halo, hailong. the knowles effect lol.

this is jsut waaay too funny, im pretty sure beyonce has got an asian boss. and why they'd choose "if i were a boy" over this song to become her first single lol. HAHAHA whaaat the helll!

never really liked beyonce, screaaaams when she hit high notes. eeeek, very scary.


ayways, i cant wait for the malaysian reaction when this song hits out malaysian chart, people will call it "the hai long song" WTF. ahhahahahahahaha.

nigahigaaa! ahha

ryan higa is the maaan! lol.
heehee finally the girlfriend get to be in his video heheh. god love that couple. =)




school opened. .. nothing much. im still coping with the drastic time difference (holiday time and schoolday time is like 6 hours apart. xD)  i think my nerdification phase 1 version 2 (lol version one was during pmr year) is being carried out quite smoothly, i spent an hour on leman's essay you knoww, god im good xD.

long post coming up. =)













i have been thinking alot.

wj's bday. (being late is always special xD)

it was 3rd of january, yesterday!

i went for undang.

and it was weijin's birthday lol. okay pictures!

 

we sang the happy birthday song and he blew out the candles, on the steps of megamall, in front of a bunch of people staring cluelessly lol. 

  

 

 

gonna be blacklisted by starbucks mgm hahaha. 

 

=.=

random! and ny resolutions for 2009.

concluded that THIS! is the bimbo-est post i've ever written. whats-with-the-hyphens?!



ahhaa.
hard to believe it has been a year since i left 4sc1, and 4sc1 is now to far away from me.


okay. schools starting in a few days time. i've got a few more days time to get my singing voice back, and lose the fats i gained in china to fit into my pinafore =.=

form 5 here i come, new years' resolutions? okay i figured that everyone should have a list, whether to follow and fulfill it is another story altogether.. xD

1. spm! straight As and at least 5 A1s. 
2. lose some weight. (ahem ahem, feel free to check my previous NY resolutions, it happens every year that i promise myself to slim down.. okay! seriously this time, i dont wanna die of fatness and then cannot fit into my coffin!)
3. try not to bitch about too little things. (otherwise, i allow myself to bitch about really serious matters, like uhm.. the weather being so wet..)
4. read more books!!!!!!!!!!!! read up on my science subjects!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (oh maaaaaaaaan.)
5. a1s for add maths every test!
6. not to be tempted to try another puff. 
7. NOT TO BE SUI BIAN! (another inside thing, someone said that i'm sui bian because i drink and im close to guys?!)

 okay lah 7 enough dy.



does it occur to you, how weird it is that yesterday, was a part of last year?
o.O

deep thoughts.


i guess.
i am going legal?


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