blogging from school.

im blogging from school.


AHAHAHA.


went out for the whole day yesterday.
felt kinda guilty cos mum had to come and pick me up from mgm after i almost raided the whole kuantan town in my st john clothes HAHA.

gonna blog when im get home.
i got some really interesting photossss hehehehhe.

not in the blogging mood.

am gonna stay in this mood,
for quite a long time.

please dont come to my blog to check HAHAH.



i dont think im perfect,
you do.
deleted! worsen my mood ny.
i supposed we cant categorize her (assumed gender) as a spammer because, she was only asking a question.
why dont you just put your real name or come yelling at me and call me names in school. sien.

according to my stats,
i already know the ip and blocked her from my cbox,
and uhm, haha if she was really chao suk fan,
its really funny because she googled her own name and landed to a blog post of mine from 2 years ago which mentioned her name. please read carefully my dear, i wasnt even talking bad about you. dont go shouting and blaming and fuming and spamming before your brain finished interpreting the data, of is it your brain is stuffed with too much of sejarah facts u cant seem to understand it?

get lost please.
i dont need unknown readers.
this is a blog.
not an advert site.
i do not blog to entertain others.
if youre so unhappy email me at jingjiewong@gmail.com.

goodbye. yawn.. off to bed.

IU adverT.

I WANT YOU TO KNOW,
THAT
IF
YOU
DONT
GO
FOR
interact sabs 2008 INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING NIGHT,
you're a LOSER, IN capitals!

(simply advert, nothing personal)

why should you go for "Light Surrounding Us International Understanding Night"?

reason#1,
because its fun, its happening, and its classy but not cocky. its elegant yet funky, its chic with a tinge of craziness, and its the night TO PARTAYY!

reason#2,
because there food, who doesnt like food? food is serve in tables, theres enough for all definitely!

reason #3,
because there music, beats, dances and sketch, sizzling hot guys, spanking cute babes, and a pretty romantice setting for.. *ahem ahem*.

reason #4,
because theres gonna be special appearances, by malaysia's HOTTEST band and dance crew!

first of all,
FREQUENCY CANNON!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ahahahhahah im super hyped lorh just to think! its frequency cannon for gods sake. ahhaha. even name sounds cool (haha, actually it sounds kinda corny).

listen to frequency cannon here! they are actually quite good. afterall, they ARE the winners blastoff 1! HAHAHAHAH xD xD xD hehehhe but i dont remember much about the 1st season, ahha.

and theres RACKEN FORCE.
everyone knows they are dancers from astro.
not very excited if compared to fcannon WAHAHAHAH sorry sammie.


everyone should go! you get to meet people TOOOOO. =)
now here are the details.

interact club of SABS presents..
"Light Surrounding Us" International Understanding Night 2008!
Date: 19th April 2008
Time: 7.00pm ~ 10.30pm
Venue: MS Garden, Astana Ballroom
Entrance Fee: Rm 50
Attire: Walk On The Fab Lane (Strictly Formal)


Featuring FREQUENCY CANNON & RACKEN FORCE!


for those who are interested, feel free to contact:-
Sam (016-9313121)
Jay (016-9412719)
Eva (016-9348981)

Closing date for the table reservations will be on the 10th of April.
quick people quick people!

what shit.

i hate misinterpretations of my own words. i am sure of what i said, i dont need you to tell me what i meant. i said, my friend is borrowing my china books to study up cos she applied, and you start to shout about what taking chances and me losing my chance to go to china WHAT SHIT. i didnt apply, because i didnt want to. i am sure what i said. who wants to go to kl to sit for a test, and not get guaranteed a place? damn.

i think we are wanting a little too much from ourselves, but thats a good thing.
we have high expectations, we are confident, yet we are doubtful.
and, we love our jawatans, we love having em and getting em.

i used to be so proud of being a little ajk so long time ago.
then i had vicey.
now i want more.


i wanna be a pressy someday.

damn it,
why do i always have so many excuses.
i dont know where they came from, i just have a store room of unlimited supply somewhere in my head, stacked up, filed according to situations, and they always manage to pop out when i need one. and most people would buy it. wtf this means im a good liar.

reasons reasons excuses excuses,
good leaders dont give excuses,

i feel useless. =(

4!

four of the littlest detail about me i dont think anyone realises.

1. i like strawberry flavoured ice cream, sundae, and sorbets. i know i dont look like a strawberry person but well, i just happen to be one, and i dont think anyone knows that.
2. i started using the cyber nick hazelmint when i was in std 6, when i started playing gunbound. and i'm really grateful the nick didnt get stucked. ahhaha i dunno where i get the nick but im really proud of myself because i think its really unique (hahah) and if you ever happen to stumble across another hazelmint on the net, those are copycats. I'M THE PIONEER! pretty sure i am. =)
3. i actually have 2 birthmarks, apart from my trademark blue diamond (its diamond shaped if you look closely) on my left hand, i have a patch of brown on my right leg. it quite prominent but most people would think its a scar from my childhood.
4. i dont read much. (hahahahahha i think everyone can see this one)
   

thats all for today. lol.

i locked myself up in the room,
put mayday's cd on in the cd player,
turn the volume up till it got so loud,
and i turned all the lights off,
cuddled myself in the new bedsheets and started crying so hard i couldnt breathe, the tears fled my eyes until i couldnt see the glow in the dark stickers.
the music was so loud i couldnt hear myself crying.

...
and i felt so much better.

doub.t

im scared.
i hate myself being so timid.
i guess everyone gets scared.
what if choir doesnt win the districts,
and we dont win best club in pahang,
the school is putting so much pressure on us,
everyone else is trying so hard to kick our ass,
the competition is gonna be hosted by our own school and it'll so totally suck if we lost.


yes i agree, 2008 sucks. but i dont wanna turn back.
2007 was an awesome year, and it had past and i wudnt wanna go back. who wants to sit for pmr again?! (haha)

i dont know what i want.
im so lazy,
what if i screwed up my spm results.
what if i dont get rich like i planned.
i wonder if i really can sing.
cause i think im good but i dont think im good.
i dunno why am i doubting something i have been so confident of all these time.
(perasan i know, but i wanna be honest in my own blog)
i have never felt so insecure in my life before. its intimidating.
i wonder if other people go through this phase in life.
i wonder what does life after death is like. what if i suddenly die unexpectedly.


....


all the best sookwei, please do good and take care of yourself in the US.
though we have been in the same school since primary school, we werent close and we seldom talk. but anyways, i would like to wish you all the luck in some place soo friggin faraway and so different. =)

=) ***** guang bang.

xing guang bang.
rocked my socks.
most of the time la. just because there were 6 of em and i only liked 4.
dont like xu ren jie and ya zi. ngiahahahah.
but it was gooooooood.
yuan wei ren the fat judge was there tooo hahah he was so cute..
they sang about 30+ songs. and it went crazy during the encore. judy and xu ren jie imitated aska and jam xiao singing bei pan. wahahha it was soo funny.
then there was this session when they sang for one of the judge who died last year all of a sudden, xiaopang cried. =(
alotta local personalities showed up.
the whole row of people in front of the row in front of me were deejays from my.fm.
then daniel lee was there.
the judges from project superstar..
some malaysian song writers (didnt know until someone told me)
and the whole gang of sorire por moi actors. the astro talent search thingie punya finalists..
hahahhaha and that FRANKIE guy from astro is really short. but he got good skin. wtf.
saw the phoebe yap from astro too, i think she got herself a nose job. her nose looked damn sharp. she used to have no nose bridge at all wan, just 2 nostrils. even her caricature figure for her (expired) tv show had no nose. (damn insulting haha)

youjia held ring's hand when they were singing gary's romeo&juliet.. just like when ring was still in the show and they sang together. damn why cant they just admit they have some kinda affair,

hahha
will post pics later.


in search of the perfect black heels.
tried on a leather maryjane from voir but tak jadi cos the straps not balanced and i had a hard time walking in it cause it was almost 4 inches. (wtf.)
then some vincci (yuck) pumps my mum picked. wahlao i was wishing soo hard she wont make me get them, hahah luckily my size sold out. we checked in 2 vincci stores. BWAHAHHA.
finally got something from blay. its not what i wanted, *the classic shiny pvc open-toe classic stilettos* *hallelujahhh*, but well.. i still got something at least.
the mum didnt let me get a new dress for iu.
so am left with what i got.

all hail lala langauge,

must watch! sam's super funny midnight antics. "im scared, im scared, im scared"
hahahaha, sam didnt seem to be bothered because we were circulating his embarrassing video around via bluetooth (man's best friend in the new era) in front of him, so i'll just post this up in mua blog! ngiahahhaa, and besides, sam doesnt read my blog. hes too busy with is st john and iu stuff and his girlgirl muahahhahahaha.

suetchui's place. .. nougats ferrero rochers and ps1.

*sien.
die.
me.*
lala language whee!

updating just for the sake of updating..

SI BOTAK'S birthday!

seriously he looks waay cuter when he has less hair.

suetchui presenting mahao's (now) clean phone,
after having all the messages from the *ahem* deleted.
now mahao's phone is clean!
*applause!*

the genie flew back from kl on her carpet.

dont ask, they were being VERY hyped about the colourful lights on the ground..
sc and monz..

retard. but i likey.

beach today morninG!

the waves were soooo ganas.

the joshgroban and the driver. lol.

random-ness.

eekie's bunnies. the brown one was biting the black one's ass...
hahahaaa.
the black one looks very relaxed hhehe.

it was raining like meow and woof and u gimme a FAN!?
wtf.
why cant you give us more useful things, (like an umbrella)
since you cant do anything too useful for the country.

presenting our beloved SABS CADET LEADER aka IU DIRECTORRR mr sam jan fai! covering his ears and acting like a big baby, because hes afraid of ghosts. when we were telling ghost stories at midnight. hehehe.. super funny!

wad?! you scared got ghost oull your legs arh?!
hahahaha.
sam jan fai has super dumb fingers too, i think his fingers and his brain nerves do not connect.. hahah.

condoms,
from united colours of benetton.
i didnt know they produce condoms too.

found a real cacated picture of myself. from very long time ago.
i cant remember where i got those cooool shades. =.=

i would rather lick the floor.

would you rather lick the floor or eat one whole raw egg?



i cannot believe there are people who are willing to eat raw eggs.
puiyen said they taste and lychee flavoured jelly. WTF-ness.

roger taught us this real funny game, which punishment is eating raw eggss. mana tau in the end he had to DRINK an egg and he almost puke. MUAHAHAHAHAH.


i think im jinxed with the game.
everytime play , everytime kena the worst ones.
DAMnIT.

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I WANNA CRY.
THE WORST NIGHT EVER.
PLEASE DONT ASK.
ITS CALLED BALASAN.



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bckstab. philosophy.

i was reading.

and i cried.

and i remembered the days when nothing was this complicated and we were friends just because we wanted to.




and i read genie's love letter to me,
and i cried again.
=)
tears of regret. not because i done something wrong, its because some things cannot be changed. and the past is still the past.
the present is what we have to face.
the future is what we work hard for.



how much we hate backstabbing,
we still do it all the time,
sometimes to/from the people we never thought of backstabbing.
as i always believed in,
everyone bitches. thats the way it has been and always will be.

castle in the air.

as i've said.


everyone is fake.
so many tears, so many conflicts.
just because everyone is fake.



i recut the wound and it bled so much. hahahaha. was kinda shocked myself too. suddenly so much blood oozing out. and it didnt even hurt much, i cut and cut the first time (last post) and it hurt soo badly but it just didnt bleed. but after the blood stopped flowing, it was damned painfullllllll. my whole arm is throbbing now, it feels like its semi paralysed. noo energy wahlaoo.

i regret dy aaa. now the wound is soo obvious i havta cover it with plasters and tell people i accidentally cut myself. soo stupid. heee. =.=


15 more minutes to my best friend since standard 2's 16th birthdayyyy!
hee though you were practically yelling at me and accusing me when the conflict started and wasnt on my side and was being extra selfish, i will still sayang you wan. si botaaak!

15 more minutes to a very niceeee guy ERICCCC's birthday. hee eric super cute. i hope he and *ahem* will jadi. =)

15 more minutes to weishan's birthdayy too.


i actually planned to post manhouw's picture when we were in primary school. very cute wan, because he was verrrryy fair and used to have curly nerdy hair. looked like guai chai abit.

but.. but my scanner not working so i lazy.. maybe in my next post..



HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY ... to... all the birthday people hehehe. (alot people born on this date lah)


had this afs thingy at home. SUPER SESAT. ahhaha.

i have pictures of my wound, but its dried and can see the words so im not gonna post. got one took today in school with blood covering wan is with mayjean. next time post and show you all how terror am i BWAHAHAHHA.

suewen says, i am either insane, or im crazy over this big creature everyone thinks is fugly. haha. and i say, shiokk only lah. BUT NO ONE BELIEVES ME.

i think im turning into an emo lah. lol.
from tmr onwards i'll put on super thick eyeliner and keep it COOOOOL.
very very tough for me hehhe.

election day is coming, kennysia says i shud vote for DAP. but im underage wheee!

blade,,

i cut myself with a blade and a needle and wrote his initials. it didnt bleed though, i think its because of the layer of fatsss i pressed so hard oso my epidermis wont break and blood wont flow. it just got really swollen and hurt alot. he said it looked as if i bit myself. so unromantic. ish. i hope it scars! wheeee. im not gonna do it again, it hurt so badly. i wonder how tamang did it.. he cut so deeply and blood was oozing out and it scarred! wooh. but it didnt last long and they broke up 5 months ago and hes with another chick now. haha, and the scar is gonna be there for god know how long.. hahhaha.

my dad's korean friend sent us coffee prince (..some weird name i forgot) box set, sg wannabe calendar cd and some other korean chick's cd. the BOX SET is MBC ori korean edition which is soo freakking cool, BUT THE THING IS, no subtitles wan. =.=.

ahahahhahahaha.