doub.t

im scared.
i hate myself being so timid.
i guess everyone gets scared.
what if choir doesnt win the districts,
and we dont win best club in pahang,
the school is putting so much pressure on us,
everyone else is trying so hard to kick our ass,
the competition is gonna be hosted by our own school and it'll so totally suck if we lost.


yes i agree, 2008 sucks. but i dont wanna turn back.
2007 was an awesome year, and it had past and i wudnt wanna go back. who wants to sit for pmr again?! (haha)

i dont know what i want.
im so lazy,
what if i screwed up my spm results.
what if i dont get rich like i planned.
i wonder if i really can sing.
cause i think im good but i dont think im good.
i dunno why am i doubting something i have been so confident of all these time.
(perasan i know, but i wanna be honest in my own blog)
i have never felt so insecure in my life before. its intimidating.
i wonder if other people go through this phase in life.
i wonder what does life after death is like. what if i suddenly die unexpectedly.


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all the best sookwei, please do good and take care of yourself in the US.
though we have been in the same school since primary school, we werent close and we seldom talk. but anyways, i would like to wish you all the luck in some place soo friggin faraway and so different. =)