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gah. i might be missing school tmr. must find the time to finish reading hp7..

or maybe not. gosh why must we have school on saturdays?!!!!




blar im not that hyped about reading it anymore because toong told me everything. =.=




BLAR.
not happy.











EEEEEEEEE.

ponteng- my explanation.

okay people.


i ponteng-ed school because,

i was very emo yesterday,

an eyelash went into my eye when i was rubbing my eyes,

so my eyes became very itchy because of the stucked lash and the aircond dryness,

i woke up in the morning and realised my eyes were all red due to the overnight rubbing,

i looked like a pathetic drug addict,

so i told my mama,

"ma i look very ugly i don wanna go to school"

and she said its okay and told me to go back to bed.




okay? satisfied now?





i am not emo... i wish.

go away emo-ness.

i sincerely apologize to everyone i pissed off today.




happy emo day. i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry.

the annual event is here, i fought with mahao, it happens only once a year..





=*(
my snowflake tear.
ice cold heart.
<*3

爱过谁的心又有什么关系?请你勿伤心爱认真来把我忘掉

谢谢你如此温柔
thank you for always being so tender and sweet

捧着爱情静静等候
quietly waiting for love to shine your way

我的双手
my hands

其实同样在颤抖
are too shivering like yours

但我能给你什么
but what can i give you?

我只是一个他遗忘的我
i am just a little character in his long lost memories.

心被一扫而空
whom lost her heart and soul

我会把你种在我心中
you will always be a part of my memories and someone i would remember forever

也许某天会终于
and perhaps someday somehow somewhere

再次长出一个梦
dreams will finally come true.










..... 谢谢你的温柔 <3



my first time putting a recording online, no, you are not allowed to comment on my singing and thats for real. =) its kinda cacat cz its a phone recording and its a one-time-no-rehearsing-shot.

为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我.

200th.

为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我.




i have 10 posts to my 200th post. =)

my nicky.

my nicky singing. this is just too cute i cannot help not putting this up. =)) he'd betta come up with his new album soon or i'm ditching him.

stresssssed.

im so loving today's weather. i read a chapter of geography. and did 10+ of math questions. haahhahahahahahaa. i am so proud myself. i mean, afterall, its a SUNDAY! =)


i wanted to post a picture. but i formatted my computer now photoshop is gone. so cannot edit.

no photoshop = pictureless post

=*(


FUCK LA. ~~~~~~

r rated.

current mood: bored, feeling very oily, needs a bath.
listening to: GARYYY CHAW. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


i wanna blog about something. but i dont have special stuff to blog about. toong, suetchui and monyie came over in the morning to make stuff for st john decors for the school's golden jubilee. okay, its was mainly suetchui and monyie doing all the stuff. no wait, i was helping a lot. only that lau xia toong.. ish. come early in the morning wake me up frm my dreams, go online with my computer and not helping. ask her to cut paper wordings for the polystyrene board, she cut for 20 seconds then resume to her phone-bluetooth-ing. =.=


sat on the balcony for 30 minutes this morning. for "sight-seeing". hm. =)
no, but no special scenery detected. not something/someone that can excite meeeee. aih.


went over to joe joe kokor's house just now.

my papa is out for flying fox hunting.

my mama is in the showers.

my yean kokor is downstairs watching some soccer match.







i shall proceed to my bathing... NOW.
(HECK WHATS WRONG WITH MY ENGLISH TODAY?!)




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快樂崇拜 is playing, shiok betul.

"FUN" ?!

nothing to blog about lah. but i wanna update anyways.

st john fun and games today. =.= omggggggg... omg omg omg. *sigh* disappointment! scouts were having their games too, theirs were better than ours. walking blindfolded in the hot sun? okay lah, theirs kinda sucked too. xD

ours sucked because,
there was only 4 pointless games. my team was the first team to finish the whole thing but there wasnt any reward. (i thought st john very rich wannn! T.T) then, seniors giler kuasa and we dont get the chance to get even. i dont like. practically the the games are functioning like chinese newspaper camps, which to me SUCK, demanding the participants to do stuff to please em to get dinner. heck, i hate. to all chinese newspaper camp organizing committee, (especially to xuehai) you guys should really change your camp's games, into something that not only fun to you but to all of us. (im not taking part in any chinese paper camps anymore NEVEERRRR)



*i havent been to a nanju camp, so the above statements do not apply on nanju's camp. =)

i called because i wanted to hear ur soothing voice, but after 3 rangs i became a coward, afraid of something i dont know what.

harry bladder. =)

watched harry potter. it was, okay lah. not as great as expected, but still better than the third one. azkaban was the worse of all the hp movies omg. lol. draco aint that hot anymore. hahaha lauxiatoong used to be crayzee over tom felton a very long time ago. xD

escorted lil kids paktor, omg so uneasy la. ahha.


makan-ed with small kids. hahahaa, they hate me calling em that. i want my beef lasagna, why wsnt there any left when i went..



anyone wanna go for harry potter again? i wanna watch again. =) ahah.
transformerss arrrrh... why sold out?! omg knnccb.

must get black heels for choir lahh. why so lazy to try? aih. regretting already.






p/s - i am a happy person. yes i am.
p/p/s - mahao cheer up. =) shes not grateful enough.
p/p/p/s - mr cool, are you that desperate to die?
p/p/p/p/s - vivian chill out gurl, spammers are cowards, we high class people dont wanna dirty our hands beating em up okay?

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pointless post. this is the only good thing to use ur brother's computer. i can use his art kacangs. this is done with his pen on the pad. (i dunno wads it called, the magical pen u write on a magical piece of metallic board) hahahahaaaaa. jaaakun.

macbook pro.

omg.


after kutuk-ing mac in jojo aw's tagboard, my computer died and i am now using my brother's macbook to blog. haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. omg omg omg. why do this to me!!!!! desperate for my windows lahhh. MAC STIL SUCKS. (the computer i mean) HUHU.


we're singing for the old guy of pahang again tmr. haihhh.

im trying very hard to like everyone. trying even harder to prevent people from disliking mee. its harder than you think. used to think that "i am me and people would have to accept that i wont change for no one". came to my conscience that its pure bullshit. hah, peace to you. am working on my deviantart. i think this runs in the family, so i should get one too. hahahahahahahhaha. go get my scribbles for scanning and editing. buhbye.



lets not hate, its not worth it.

nan quan maaaaamaaaaaa~~!!!

i got the email, i got the email!
its coming out on the 20th in taiwan!
hahahahahahah, ganjiong ganjiong!
dantou has hair! xD
zhangjie's long straight gay hair is gone.. T.T

Sexually Transmitted Disease.

welcome welcome newbie sabs bloggers. (acting senior bwhaahha)

haha, maybe we should come up with a blogger's club in school. LOL.

objectives:

1. mencungkil bakat-bakat baru dalam bidang blogging.

=.= swt swt swt.



thats the only one i can think of.. lame laaaaaaaahh.





i am still emo-ing. keeping it to myself is torturing. confessing doesnt make much difference. whats the significance? omg tamang help me. (tamang is the only one who can soothe my lonely soul, hahahaha other male homosapiens in my class are just pain in the ass, now start eliminating all the corrupted thoughts, tamang loves his girl alot)

my STD.
Stuffed
Toy
Demon.
hahahaa. sinling gave it to me 6 months and 10 days ago.
u dont need to remind me how stupid i look in the picture, i am not blind.

my pretty shade of blue green. swoooon.

nah. spent an hour on this. world premiere of DHA SHIRT DESIGN. (actually nolah, i sent the first copy to suewen) just sajer designing lah. when i am supposed to be practising for my piano exam.. aihs sien. i got alot of pictures to blog about. maybe on thursday. need comments for the tee shirt okay! my pressy and vice pressy havent seen it yet, i printed a copy wanting to show them but the printer cannot print my pretty shade of blue-green, it turned out to be some ugly pinafore blue colour. VERY GROSSSSSS. haha, anyways, im totally cool with bad comments. (yeah right.... =.=) i personally love it, but suewen say its "JUST OKAYY".. (gosh, feel like slapping her hahahaha)

front.
people + passion + music = sabs choir

back.

Confused emotions part3.

current mood: quiet. calm.
listening to: v. dubb

1. i wanna get real good spm results, get a scholarship and leave this place.
2. i wanna fall in love, get married when i am 26 and have lotsa lotsa kids.
3. i wanna starr in movies.
4. i wanna make an album featuring all my own songs.
5. i wanna paint, i wanna draw, i wanna do illustrations for children storybooks.
6. i wanna publish my own picturebook, something like jimmy's.
   
7. i wanna learn how to play the guitar.
8. i wanna learn how to fly an aeroplane.
9. i wanna be smart and know everything.
10. i wanna be on talkshows and get interviewed by oprah.
11. i wanna be respected.
12. i wanna be someone.
13. i wanna be remembered.
14. i wanna earn a lottsa money and buy my very own island.
15. i wanna be very hot and able to seduce edison chen. (geeesh =.=)

caryne read my palm and told me i am a person without born-luck. i have to worked hard for everything i want. i want alot, so i have to work a lot. hah, yeah.

random-ness.
edwin's first blood donation.
and im the proud photographer.
xD

p/s- falling out is as easy as falling in........... i hope.