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those were the dayssssss.

its not any of your fault, really, i just, lost passion in st john, kinda. 

im really sorry and im gonne try to find it back kay.

one more yearrr! god can you believe it, one more year then we'll be done with st john. no more dumb dramas, and kawads, and reexams, can believe that we've already freaking took our exams 4 times! omg omg omg omg im olddddddddddddddd.

i lost passion because,

old people go, and new people come, 

and i started out associated with stjohn, because of the old people,

and i dont know the new people! so it drifted from me, people in charge totally changed, and uh, they're kind of strangers to me, so.. its weird.

i sooo totally DO NOT deserve what i have in st john. ..