take time to realize.

april test. the selamba-est exam i had to date. havent started touching books yet. no, havent start eatng em actually. youtube is my new favorite hang spot. =)

youtube is my, uhm, way of releasing stress. i think i would really die if choir doesnt win, =). if i did, promise you'll cry? damnit. i hate that new pengetua, if you think shes that superior, why didnt you jsut stay there at alor akar and not come to sabs and screw up our choir? fucking bitch. because of you we're not gonna have yearbooks, fuck you. do you know how important citarasa is for the people leaving school, now they dont even something for remembrance, just because you're being extra selfish. and fyi, shes not/never been our choir trainer for gods sake. we were a team and we learned things ourselves, she was one of us, we learned toegther, she didnt TEACH us. when she left i was quite sad i cried, wonder if anyone remembers that. but now shes a competitor so i wish her the best of luck. why cant the bloody headmistress be a little more supportive, really pissed. came, changed the school rules, ruined our culture, made us all nerds and now telling the pibg people we wouldnt win because our "trainer" went to alor akar. fuck you.

i would rather fail all my tests than seeing choir fall.
and whats wrong with practising during school hours?
it has always been that way, and our form5s still got great results and some got scholarships, and last year all our pmr students scored well.
and if you think we cant balance our time well with choir and exams, you are fucking wrong.
when is the old bitch gonna realise there are things more important than jennyasses tests.
just because she doesnt have a life apart from "making the school a better place", doesnt mean that we cant. matter of fact, our choir has improved the schools reputation.
just because you dont want us to win.
once again,
f u c k y o u ,
h a rd.



okay im done.


found this really great cover of colbie caillat's realize on youtube,
by some really sweet couple. =) (toong maybe you and keegan can do this one)