you smell like an ostrich

it is as if everything is meant to happen to make me feel guilty.



warning:!!

emo. *



it doesnt matter in the outside,
its all about the feelings inside.
and i dont think i have any for you.


i made up my mind,
if i were to cause pain,
whats the point not going all out?


and when it happens,
do not put the blame all on me,
i warned you.


do not think i dont understand what you feel,
and that is why i'm being so demonic,
but even if you do,
i wudnt care.



i tried,
to keep it as simple as can be,
but u arent being cooperative enough.
so i wud just have to take away everything,
take away everything,
everything, everything.


dont wanna have anything to do with you.






wanna make me feel guilty?!
congrats, u've succeeded.
but its not gonna make much difference.



and to third parties:
stories, suggestions and advice make me feel like puking.