ting called me yesterday night. then only i realised how much i have been left out. should contact the people more often. oh gawd fuck it. i am missing those days. and i thought i have already got over it a month ago. i am so missing the days when the word pressure means nothing and no one really cares what we do and how we behave because no one actually knows us. i guess everyone was being really hypocritical throughout those unforgettable 3 weeks time. even myself, i supposed. i miss those 3 weeks when we wud just hang out with bottles of alcohol passing around the circle of semi-strangers talking about absolutely everything and anything. there was nothing to be worry about except what to eat and where to lepak that night. alot had happened since we got back. and it was odd. thinking back how a bunch of absolute strangers came together and the bond that developed between us. we did not knew each other well. but it was strange how we cud tolerate each other's behavior. thinking back, if i had met those bunch of people back here in malaysia, i wudnt have thought of approaching them. ahahha.
oh gawd.
the stress is strangling me. siao.
i dont wanna go to schooooooool.
aaargh.
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