argh.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.

i wanna sccreaaaam, but i cannot.
i wanna sream out everything inside and untie the knots in my tummy. let the butterflies fly away. i wanna hit something. im typing sooo hard. my keyboard is gonna break.

aaaargggggh!!!

WHY.
WHY WHY.
WHY WHY WHY!!!!

is this some kinda trick?!
its not funny okay?!
i got absolutely NO idea hu am i telling this to, but this is not fair!!!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaargh!!
i never bump into him anywhere!!!
and i never nag about it!

but why! this is so unfair.

not malls.
not supermarkets.
not beaches.
not tuitions.
not schools.
not parks.
not restaurants.

but why!
in front of a recycle centre?!
with my paddle pop ice cream and laughing like a mad bitch, suddenly appeared and look straight into the eye when im in my most awkward sitting position.

i have not been ungrateful for anything!
i am always thankful for what i have!
i never nag and blame god for not having good results!
but WHY.
why is this DONE to me.

this is not fair.
tho im not sure if i am recognised,
but it just freak the shit outa my arse.



i have always thought there is no chemistry between us so i convinced myself i wont bump into him anywhere. and we wont meet under a coincidence or wadeva shit cz we are just plain different in every aspect.

bb..bb.. but! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.