a letter to mr cool.

dear mr cool,

before i knew you, u gave me a feeling that ure just a lil brat who is just pretending to be cool in order to attract girls and build a reputation of your own. when they told me about you and your stories, i think ure a problemed kid that cant find ur way out from the devastating sorrowful past. i got ur msn mail from a friend, thinking i will be able to change ur point of view, changing ur life and making u at least happier. well, obviously i was wrong. u knew from the very beginning i started the msn conversation with you, that i was up to something. you asked if really wanna try, i said yes ofcourse because i was so convinced and confident that i can change u then. i asked u why dont u talk much, u told me u reply questions, but not obvious ones. i asked why dont u smile, u replied that happiness doesnt suit you, but you would like to spread happiness to others. i said it was very noble of you, to think about others like that. you said to bad others dont seem to realise it. and i told you thats because you never gave other people a chance to know you better. u did not reply. so i typed on, i told you i knew stuff about you and asked you not to continue living in the past. but it seems like you dont care what happened before. you told me that u have a very special dream that is different from everyone, you said your dream is far too hard to achieve and you have a sacrifice a lot for it. you are a very smart person, i said. you misunderstood that i think you're a person that gives up easily. you said u never gave up. i dont know what is your special ambition, and i dont think i can provide any assistance. i denied ur statement about me thinking ure a person that easily gives up, i told you a respect ur noble concept of always contributing. dear mr cool, i was wrong. i tried, but it seems that u have already chose a path of life and is not planning to change anything anytime soon. a conversation with you has completely changed my pov towards you, thank you for spending the time talking. it is awkward to realise that u are actually far more matured than i ever imagined. dear mr cool, it seems like i benefit more than you do from the last conversation we had. you are going to be someone real successful. god blesses you and your future endeavors. good luck!



sincerely yours,
(scribble scribble)
evelyn wong jing jie.